So...I start to write again. How are you dearest readers? :)
I'm enjoying my recent life too much til I couldn't make my time for blogging. Been busy with the judicium, UKDI/NACE preps, lovely love life :p and etc. No time for logging into blogspot eh? I actually had, yet the desire to write didn't come either. So I postponed lots of failed posts, waiting for the right time to get them published after uncountable revision. :p
Last few days, I went out of town. My dad asked me to accompany him during the work trip and promised me little escape from daily routines. I was that excited until I told my Boyf about my trip. I thought everything would be okay. We're only separated for few days, and still can communicate well through the messengers and phone call. I had been through the hardest long distance relationship and I survived, and this time I'm sure I will make it too.
But in fact, it was not as easy as it seemed. :l
I might be stupidly in love. But the texts and calls.... never been enough. I used to meet him (almost) everyday. Listening to his jokes and laugh have been my daily pills of happiness. He loves the cheek pinch of mine. Now he's 355 miles away. In my spare time, I liked to re-read our silly conv, re-play sweetest voice notes and be keen to scroll up and down on screen seeing his pictures. I miss him!
Whenever I started feeling sad because I miss him, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss. I hope he miss me too the same way I miss him. :)
It's only a starter for the one year long distance relationship. Right, I'll be on remote areas for giving medical sevices. We will be okay, I repeat, we will be okay. Distance never separates two hearts that really care, right? ;)
I found beautiful quotes from Bob Marley, which says:
"You may not be her first or her last. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."
I thank Allah for blessing me with sweetest Boyf, the one that take care of me really well. Have I told you I looooooove you? (Excuse me for being Alay :p. Forgive me for the PDA this time. I'm so dumbly proud and happy for being his gf. :p)
Because a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. :)
"Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away
Some things, you can't disguise
I don't wanna break your heart,
I can ease the ache
So, let me give your heart a break.."
(Give your heart a break, performed by Lea Michelle and Dean Geyer of Glee)