in life, you just have to choose. and when you have been mature enough, you'll understand which one suits for you best, and you have to let the other one.. go.
can't be more grateful for what He has given to me. and us. for every single time we spent together, when we planned everything for future. and it was priceless. only Him saw this tears and listened patiently to my complains.
and guess what, Allah.. i just can't stop..crying. thank You.