"You gave him so much of your self. You gave him everything and still, he treated you as if none of it was good enough. The arguments, the tension, the late night crying out of depression and frustration. The sadness. The sorrow. The overthinking about things that never deserved to be on your mind. He hurt you and you apologised. He left you and he blamed your self.
It's okay. You are okay, I promise.
You can't keep things that don't deserve to stay. You can't find life in dead things. You can't find love, holding on to someone who's incapable of loving and protecting you. You can't hold of someone who convinced you that you were no longer important.
It's time to pick your heart up off the ground and give the love you've wasted, just to yourself. Your family. Your best friends. Your passion. Your dreams. And someone in the future.
This is it. Don't change your self. You are good enough.
You are pretty. You are smart. The most important, you are a sweet heart.
You deserve so much more than you what you've had."
Maybe I annoy you with my choices Well, you annoy me sometimes too with your voice But that ain't enough for me To move out and move on
I remember when I said I wanted our future home to be all white, you looked so terribly annoyed
When I bought everything in pink, you always said 'it's so you'
and When I stopped by a shop seeing a cute Pooh stuff, you smiled, and secretly bought it for me later
I hate admitting that your instinct toward what I wanted was always right
You always came at right time with right things to carry for me
A little sweet surprise you gave me
Was the presence of you, the man I love
We don't have to hurry You can take as long as you want I'm holding steady And my heart's at home With my hand behind you I will catch you if you fall
I was trying to holding on to what I'd been believing
I trusted my heart in you
That you would neither drop it off
Nor break it up
I believed you would catch me whenever I fall
Whenever life knock us down to our knees
Sometimes the world can make you feel You're not welcome anymore And you beat yourself up You let yourself get mad And in those times when you stop loving The man I adore You could relax Because babe, I got your back I got you
The world is dark and cruel place
That sometimes I felt myself unwanted
And I was told I were playing victim
But I am a survivor
I am stronger beyond that
The suffering I didn't share to anyone in this cruel world
I shared it with you
The one I believed
The one that always got my back
The one I called the man I love
I don't wish to change you You've got it under control You wake up each day different Another reason for me to keep holding on I'm not attached to any way you're showing up I'm just gonna love you like the man I love
I didn't want you to change
To someone I didn't know
But you actually did, unconsciously
You gave me no reason to keep staying
I want my heart back in place
Inside the warm hands of the man I loved..