Because Writing is One of Best Relievers

Life's been so busy these days.... Between shifts, ATLS preparations, case report presentation, and keeping up the good balance of both mental and health balance, you know, is not easy as it seems ;p
How are you dear readers? Like it's been years since my last 'worth to read' post... But I'm glad you stay keeping up with me through this blog. Actually I was on the writer...no, blogger block attack yesterdays, and I have been trying hard to overcome it. Few days ago, surprisingly, two of my juniors (Have I told you that I always accompanied by co-assisstants from UII when working shift?), two cute girls with high curiousity, asked me why I've not been updating my blog for quite long time. They regularly read this blog. That's why I am now sitting in front of here, writing something good to read, something good enough to inspire anyone, as good as I can, hopefully. :)

This year I loved but also I lost, I made mistakes but I also tried to make up for it, yes, this year I learned a lot... I learned that love is temporary, but true love is eternal. I learned that crush will fade pretty fast, that it will not last forever. But love grows, and it gives you comfort and shelter. A nice place to hide from all storms. I learned that love will not cut you off and let you do the missing, waiting, hoping and worrying. The one who loves you dearly will not leave you in the darkness alone. Instead, they will be a good accompany through good times and bad times, no matter if distances pull you apart. The one who loves you will never leave you in any case. Even if there are hundred reasons to give up, they will find one reason to hold on. They will always come back. Like what Kahlil Gibran said, "If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were." 

Loving someone even with their worst faults and flaws, forgiving and forgetting their wrong doings.. is hard, but to find the one who's able to do that for you is even harder. I really hope I've found that someone. But if I haven't yet, please help him find me, help him find his way back to me, dear Allah. :)

NB: Because a guy who eats your cooking (even it turns out to be awful one), and who appreciates your gifts and wears it with excitement (even maybe he doesn't like the gifts actually) is difficult to find. :')

"I'll take your bad days with your good,

walk through this storm I would,

I'd do it all because I love you,

I will love you unconditionally.."

Katy Perry - Unconditionally, been on repeat all day. :)